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(10/30/2005 10:33:07 AM) aww your gone baby i miss u so much and i love u jason your my everything baby ill keep checking to see if your on k baby your my everything my heart muah

this is a yahoo msg from my baby..u see y i luv her so much....i jes realized im gonna miss halloween with her an the kids...i feel like shit..god i hate the navy..im doing sum security school right now....i wanna go to either the airforce or the marines..air force cuz its really family oriented or the marines so i can do my dream job of becoming a sniper..im very good with a gun...o well i might not get the marinse though cuz id miss blanca an shed be sad if anything happened to me..an i want the kids to have a dad...i want to be there dad...ug....anyways i feel low..that im gonna miss it..but i guess its good to cuz she gets to party in cali with her friends before she comes up here with me....hmmmmm